Okay -- so I have been down on myself for sometime now and that's because I know that I am a dam good fashion photographer and I am having a hard time moving forward. Maybe fashion photographer is the wrong term for what I do maybe I should call myself a dam good creative photographer because I really don't fit into the category of fashion photographer completely.
What I try to do is push the limits of fashion photography to the another place. My current body of work is much more conceptual, much more advertising than what the local market considers fashion photography.
I did a job for a local wedding dress designer Karen Kavim which I am very proud. As I was seeing the final images I thought to myself "did really do that"? I thought these are the kind of images that I always want to create but could never produce. I was so happy with the results as was Karen, the designer.
This is one of my favorite images from that shoot that makes me feel good and gives me a sense of hope. Hope that I can do it, that all I need to do is keep pushing myself and not give up cause it's to hard. I am a firm believer that if it is to easy it is most likely not worth doing. So on with the struggle!